I've had my gym membership for a little over a year.  Unfortunately, i've only been there a handful of times.  Call it laziness, call it lack of determination, but there are day where I simply could not get the energy to drive myself to the gym, let alone, change, workout, swim, shower and drive back home.  Yeah... it is laziness alright.

So today, I decided not to flush my money down the drain anymore and went to the gym.  I ran for 30 minutes, got off and started feeling surreal, like I was walking on clouds.  That means my brain is probably shrieking for oxygen. 
When I was still in China (meaning 1st grade-ish), I use to be trained daily in track and field.  I use to be able to run for hours without being tired!  I must have been a super hyper active kid! Geeesh!  I remember getting up at 4 am and hitting the track for 2 hours before I go home and eat breakfast.  Was I not tired back then?????  I remember my coach forced me to run in the rain and my immune system was strong enough to push me through that without getting a cold. 

Ugh.... I must be in terrible shape now.  
Well, being the generous person I am, I decided to buy a set of personal trainer hours.  Sadly, the cute trainer I had a year ago is gone  and I am placed with the one female personal training, who I've been envious of forever.  She has 0% body fat! Okay, I'm exaggerating, but she has no fat! Pure lean muscles!   Now, when can I be like that......... 

I know I lack motivation and tend to cheat when no one is looking....  So, a personal trainer might just be what I need to get me motivated, a drill Sargent might work as well, but those hotties tend to be a little hard to locate for my personal use.  Thus, I shall make do with my 0%-body-fat hot-mama personal trainer for now